charis and his chocolate factory.
wonkie.
23
30th December 86'
Metro-Sexual
Clubbing/Chilling out
Piano/Window shopping
Ryuichi Sakamoto/Pachelbel
Clayderman/Literature
Yearns to..
Shop
Chill in hip cafes
Stroll along the beach
Explore around
Admire himself
Kiss someone
Spot a shooting star..
3-room apartment by the sea
Bang & Olufsen Hi-Fi equipment
BMW 3-Series
Bell & Ross 03-92
With
Her
Nothing else really matters?..
Reminiscent the Nostalgia...
Free your Mind.
The world outside..
Cell Group :)
Nicole
Natasha
Alyssa
Beitris
Sharon
Natalia
JoeL
Nad
Amanda
Thomas
Denise
Ai Lin
Sharon Cheris
Ken
cHriStiNe-
EsThEr
ZaLi
ZiXianG
ShiJiA
Katherine
Hui lin
Jie Hao
Jo
Cherlene
Shin Yi
Xiu LinG
Shaun
Tuesday, July 14, 2009, 12:12 AM
why I'll remain a Christian for life.(even if ive got a wavering/faltering/staunch/resolute personality)
William(yes, the guy whom i believe is one of most eligible for marriage) was telling me 2 Fridays back - "Charis, you must remember never to backslide".
Mmm. No doubt that i smiled a little "hmmm..haha" after hearing that phase..but i would say that, in all points of my life, i wasn't so far from God. Why?
Let the nostalgia, begin - Encounters with the Miraculous Dimension.
- Secondary 3 NCC Camp
My first camp and yes, i used to be a lazy fat old bum and i know that its gonna be tough for me in this hellish camp - its a NCC camp for almost 6/7 days. Non-stop tekaning and stuffs like that..
You know, i thought the usual camp routine would be like, i sleep with my usual lazy ol' jokers - secondary school mates from Fajar. We've got a guy who likes to pretend to be a "Ah Qua", and put on female looking stuffs and flirt around with us..it was damn fun lah~ haha. You could imagine us doing all sort of stupid stuffs with the "Ah Qua"..lol. Like touching touching..lol.
Strange enough, And unfortunately(i thought @ that time), i was paired up with people from Fairfield Methodist Secondary School(NOOO! I'll be plagued with boredom~!!).
No more playacting with the "Ah Qua" since he's not located near me. Darn.
And yeah, this plump dude, was to sleep beside me. Zzzzz mood goes down.
The first night, i was like so urgh. Fairfield Methodists peeps are soooooo boring~!! And, this plump guy beside me had the habit of reading the bible @ night. "Oh great, God - give me a break" ARGHHH..i need to sleep..#!@#!@
Strangely, after he read the bible - i felt so much at ease. Despite the lack of pillows, i had a fine sleep.
I felt that i hated him, because of his gentle behaviour...somehow i just hated people who were good in nature. I just hated all kinds of good people.
The days were tough, and into the camp, i swear its more shittier than NS. I've wanted to quit in the 4th day, the food had stones, and the food wasn't edible.
I was being ostracised by my mates from the same school as i was a poor performer in everything related to the camp.
Ironically, those bunch of FMSS peeps including the plump dude, they encouraged and brought me back. Ive got my 3rd Sergeant rank, after a gruelling 6-7 days.
- Ngee Ann Polytechnic
3rd year, almost close to graduation, almost close to expulsion. I couldn't pass my exams, i was skipping lectures, skipping stuffs here and there..i just hated school so so much. It got so bad, that i had to bring my parents to see one of the senior lecturers in order to appeal against expulsion.
Somehow or rather, the senior lecturer knew my church elder(MCI) - i was shocked.
The appeal went smoothly, i cleared the next semester and got my Diploma.
- Sea Soldier Course
another lowest point my life again, didn't contemplated anything stupid, but my life was like a living hell.
Ironically, i met this guy called Jyeison(knew him from church and ive got a very small clique in church) who left me me startling impression . Ironically again, this guy called Jyeison was a friend of my Section commander. Ironically again, i got to meet him in camp again. Ironic, because the chances of 2 guys from same cg of 10-15 people out of hundreds of CG, same vocation, same bases..the chances are so minimal.
lol.
-During a church service @ Wesley Methodist Church
a pastor was around for healing, and he mentioned, someone here has a sinus problem, and i was pretending that i didn't hear him, i was sitting at the very very end of the congregation..
Yeah, he identified me out and i had to come forth( I was like ???!!! What's Happening??!! How did he found out??). LOL. And yeah, he placed olive oil, and laid his hand on my nose. Ive never breathed in such pure air which were so fine that it had a very inner soothing sensation.
-An occasion - after my sister has prayed for me,
The Holy Spirit told her something, in which she told me something. and it was 100% real and i was really dumbfounded that she knew. For your information, this was a tightly guarded secret that nobody knows.
I wasn't alone during the toughest point of my life, Sec 3 NCC Camp, NP Year 3 & NS Sea Soldier Course. Well?